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I'm sick of this account... there's a lot of crap on here that just, well, needs to be in the past.  Everyone add the new account, carolina_sunset

I <3 you all, it's not a thing with anyone else, it's just a personal thing.
Current Location: G'Vegas
State of Mind: nostalgicnostalgic
Sounds of Silence: Grey's Anatomy


Current Location: G'Vegas
State of Mind: gratefulgrateful
Sounds of Silence: Reindeer Section - You Are My Joy
27 May 2006 @ 03:23 pm

I woke up this morning as usual.  Feeling as though I had just been ran over by one of those trains that never seems to end.  You know, the one that crosses the railroad crossing around the same time that you've got somewhere important to be?  Yeah, that train.  Well, sometime before 9am, it hit me.  This of course is the problem with whatever it is they put into those blue pills that have made their way to "best friend" status in my book.  I take four, two are the recommended dosage.  They're supposed to put me to sleep.  I take four, the extra two we'll just label for good taste.  So I fumble around my room, as is usual for the beginning of my day.  Funny enough, the more of these blue little wonders I take, the harder time I have remembering where I put my pants the night before.  Upon finally discovering said pants, I feel my way to the door and as I turn the knob, part of me asks the impending question - what delicious hell found treat is in store for me today?  (I just hit my head.  I heard a bug in my ear and jumped so violently that my laptop actually hit me in the head*.)  Upon realizing that despite my best interests, I must venture out into the world and handle the tragic, and yet very expected, mess which is my relationship with my father... I turn that knob, and I take my step into the world.

**At a young age, I was in a field, playing with classmates as young children so often do, and a bee roughly the size of Vermont decided to nest in my ear.  And so it was that there was a bee the size of an insignifcant American east coast state deciding to "chill" in a part of my body.  Before you make judgements, think of how you would feel if all you could hear was the buzzing of insignificance in your ear at the early age of 7.  That should have been my sign.

This has become every day for me.  I fall asleep, thanks to those friendly blue pills, I wake up, thanks to the lack of those friendly blue pills, and I make a decision I hate living with.  Oh well, I guess there's some sort of supposed beauty in the breakdown.  Somebody send me a memo if you find it.

I have realized that Americans have a carnal desire to leave the television on whenever possible.

I am employed again.  Thanks to Bilo.  What am I getting myself into, I wonder?

Current Location: My Love
State of Mind: lazylazy
Sounds of Silence: Free - All Right Now

"This is just a fight we're havin' and tomorrow it'll be like nothin' ever happened, right?"

Current Location: Couch Land.
State of Mind: indescribableindescribable
Sounds of Silence: The Notebook
12 February 2006 @ 01:38 pm
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"
You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive
State of Mind: okayokay
Sounds of Silence: Marilyn Manson - The New Shit
06 February 2006 @ 11:40 pm
State of Mind: happyhappy
Sounds of Silence: Kenny Chesney - Who You'd Be Today